[10 Oct 2004|05:29pm] I WAS ONLY KIDDING, FUCKERS. __ANNIHILATION NEW JOURNAL. ♥ 2 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

[02 Oct 2004|02:26pm] I'm sorry, but I'm leaving Livejournal. I might occasionally update here just for shits and giggles but.. Xanga is where it's at now. Goodbah. <3 3 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

[01 Oct 2004|09:20pm] I stayed home today, as expected. It was weird though. I was sleeping all peacefully and shit, and then the next second, I wake up and immediately sit up and stare at the clock.. as fast as I could. If someone had been sitting there watching me and seen that, they would've been freaked out completely. I don't know.. So all day I sat around and did nothing. Next thing I know I'm running around, getting ready. God, I hate being rushed. And later found out I had plenty of time.. Anyway, so we go to the show. Get A LITTLE lost, but I managed to be completely awesome and pull through. The first band didn't even play on the stage. It was a little weird, but it fit well because well.. they sucked. We went outside for a while and chilled in front of the dorms. We got two pizzas from Little Caesars and had a little party of our own. And of course, we went back in for War Torn, then left and went to 711.. all that junk. Went back in for two songs of Darkest Hour and left. Fun times. I was supposed to go to a party with Adam and Kelsey, but that didn't work out quite so much. S'all good. We'll do it some other time. What I really wanted to do was go to Belle Isle tonight. Oh well. =/ If anyone's up for that, hit a sista up furril. Not sure what I'm doing tomorrow. I know I need to go to Carytown. And then Donnie Darko's playing as the midnight movie. Should be fun, even though I'm not too fond of that movie. I really should clean my room and do some homework, but I really have no motivation anymore.. for anything. Its just whatever. <3SARAH objectify your morals.

[30 Sep 2004|06:10pm] I changed my background and all that good stuff. What do you think? Right now I have absolutely NO motivation whatsoever to do my work. I have to do three things for Creative Writing, and they all have to be turned in tomorrow. AWESOME. I think I might just skip because it's basically an assembly all day long. Yeah. objectify your morals.

[30 Sep 2004|04:30pm] September 30 I don't regard it as my mother's birthday. I think of it as the one year anniversary for my tongue ring. 1 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

[29 Sep 2004|11:20pm] Fuck a Wednesday. I was so sick today, I really didn't wanna go to school, but you know.. it calls. Don't want none of them TRUANCY charges. So school ended. We went to the show. It took us like, an hour to find a parking place. We finally chose a VCU parking deck all the way down Harrison, when later, we realized there was one RIGHT there, near the Raygun. Oh well. Ugh. I don't feel like typing this. Long story short: 1) I got kicked so hard in my stomach my literally, the biggest guy in there. 2) Ron got kicked in the jaw&blacked out. When he woke up, he didn't know where he was or why he was there. I hope he's better by now. 3) Saw/met some good people. Won't go into detail except Kattt. Sup thug? HAH. .. Shit, I don't even fucking remember anything else. It was an amazing show though. I heard Evergreen Terrace was actually on that tour, but they didn't play Richmond. Pfft. I'm tired as a bitch. I might write later, whatever. <3SARAH 12 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

[28 Sep 2004|11:21pm] I've never been in this much pain right now. My heart feels like it's going to jump out of my chest. My pulse isn't out of control, but the pain is incredible. I don't know what to do. I've tried lying down, eating, drinking water, using a heating pad, everything. If you have any suggestions, let me know. Please. I'd really appreciate it. 4 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

[28 Sep 2004|01:11pm] I hate being sick. I hate fake being sick. I hate when my mom thinks I'm faking. I think I jinxed myself. I wasn't sick earlier, not really at least. I just didn't wanna do anything but sleep all day long. So I went to the clinic, and told the lady what's "wrong." I had to gargle with salt water, and I noticed Franny lying down in there. She ended up throwing up. I felt really bad for her. And I drank after her this morning. Shit. Throwing up is the worst feeling in the world. I'm not looking forward to it. So now, I'm at home [thanks to Ashley :) ], and I'm sneezing and my head is killing me. I just woke up because my mom came home to give me some LiquidGels because I really can't take any other pills, and she fixed me lunch. It was... terrible: Velveeta and green beans, none of which was cooked all the way. Oh well, she had to go back to work fast. I didn't eat it anyway. I haven't been hungry at all lately. My diet consists of Oatmeal Creme Pies and Vanilla Coke. MMM. Oatmeal Creme Pies, Vanilla Coke, and cigarettes.. The only things I've been seeming to enjoy nowadays. Eh. Earlier, when I talked to my mom on the phone, she accused me of skipping. Then she mentioned something about me not being able to go to shows until I'm 100% better, which, before, would have been easy.. a fucking piece of cake. Now I'm not so sure. I really wanna go tomorrow. Norma Jean, Throwdown, It Dies Today, and Fear Before the March of Flames.. Geez. I love Richmond. :) I need to get better, and I think I might clean my room. That'll win her over. Peace niggas. <3SARAH objectify your morals.

[28 Sep 2004|12:02am] So the show tonight wasss Cave In, BTBAM, and Converge AKA a very good fucking line up. The Jared kid Johnny pointed out to me is my new best friend, god, HERO. Anyways, it took us TWO FUCKING HOURS to get to Alley Katz, when it SHOULD take us about twenty minutes. Let's just say, despite the amount of times Kelsey and I have been there put together, we still have no idea how to get there. It's like the Interstate changes every once in a while. We got so lost. We were all the way by Varina High School which is just.. wow. COMPLETELY OUT OF THE WAY. I hate the highway. I HATE it. I'm sticking to Broad Street. [As if any of these Cali residents know what the hell I'm talking about] So we finally got there and went in. I immediately felt uncomfortable for some reason. And my headache from the car ride over was coming back, so it sucked. I got some guy to buy me some cigarettes, and that relived a lot of stress, but I was having a serious anxiety attack. I was shaking, and my leg keep twitching. I couldn't even move my head up and down. It sucked. I got over it though because I'm fucking tuff. HA. Um.. Cave In sucked mainly because they played new stuff, but when the old shit came on.. It was insane, GOOD insane. Better insane was BTBAM. Duh. And even better? Yeah, Converge. HOW MANY OF YOU FUCKERS CAN SAY YOU'VE SEEN JACOB BANNON'S BUTTCRACK, HUH? Yeah, okay. Um.. long story short. It was good. I saw some people I actually liked, of course some that didn't. Met some new people. :) It sort of sucked though because I think Brittany might have gotten in trouble. AND I got punched in the throat. AND I didn't get to talk to Jacob. AND Taylor didn't go because he had a migrane. =/ It's fucking on Wednesday, bitches. 2 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

[27 Sep 2004|04:53pm] A87H: did you know little boys get erections? thrillmexkillme: uhh never really thought about it. thrillmexkillme: haha A87H: well they do! A87H: just randomly, throughout the day A87H: honestly. what do they get them from? cookies? ninja turtles? thrillmexkillme: haha oh wow.. im gonna have to quote you on that. A87H: haha A87H: alright thrillmexkillme: but i think something like legos is maybe sexually stimulating for a five year old boy. A87H: maybe thats why those boys were throwing them at us. they wanted us to get sexually aroused too thrillmexkillme: they just can't do it alone. thrillmexkillme: well.. they can, but it's not as fun? A87H: haha. yeah A87H: sex with other people is always more fun then with yourself thrillmexkillme: i don't know. i was big on legos myself. thrillmexkillme: haha of course. thrillmexkillme: :-[ A87H: yeah ashley's the man girl. um, man sounded better. yeah. 2 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

[27 Sep 2004|07:52am] Anybody think it's weird that I think Napoleon Dynamite is a little hot? Oh yeah, good movie. :) <3SARAH 11 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

[26 Sep 2004|12:35am] I'm lying here by the computer, arguing over petty shit that won't matter much to me in two days anyway. It'll all be over soon. I have no sense anymore. You, as a whole, tore that from me and prevented me from ever getting it back. Thanks. Thanks a lot. TWO good things, however: 1)I can see the moon from my window, without even getting up to pull the shade back. I think I might go outside, if I don't go to bed, and stare at the stars. =/ 2) I fixed my stereo and got my CDs out. Neither A Static Lullaby nor FATA, neither Blood Brothers nor DMX were, in any way, messed up. </3SARAH 4 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

[25 Sep 2004|06:09pm] 1) I should have said something to him the other day. I missed my chance. We won't talk anymore. Period. 2) I realize I can't trust anyone, even when I truly believe 100% that I can. 3) I'm an addict. I might have OCD or something. 4) I don't feel ready for the things people make such a big deal of within their lives. 5) I need to get away from everyone for a little while, without feeling alone like I do now. 6) I want a boyfriend. Surprise, surprise. 7) I don't want to think anymore. 7 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

[25 Sep 2004|04:50pm] ( MEANscenePEEN ) shiiiit, 96 nuckas. =/ i suck. this should definitely cause some laughs though. 2 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

[25 Sep 2004|12:45pm] So Thursday was interesting. Kelsey and I went to the Murder Weapon, DTN, Love is Red show. And DTN, the band we both really went to see, didn't even play. Whatever. So we get there and see Coffey, Char, and Pants. I hate walking through that alley, with all the little "scenesters" watching. The whole time, I was making fun of the stereotypical person who goes to shows; the person who stares at the people walking by as if they're elite. I thought I was gonna get my ass beat. But I did see a couple people I really didn't want to, buttt then there were some I really DID wanna see. So to make a long story short, a fight broke out right next to us. I got hit in the face with some popper shits four times. Some little kid got hit in the face and the cops came. Um, that kid bought one or two shirts.. I'm not sure. I got really fucking lightheaded from the cigarettes. I pretty much took all of Adam's. :) My bad. I'm Miss Matchmaker, but we won't go into that. HAHA. Uh, yeah that was pretty much it. Although I must say, and this is even the perspective of a girl, that there should be NO CLIT IN THE PIT. kthnx. Friday, oh Friday. I went out with Ashley. We ate at Jersey Mike's and drove around for a while. Then just hung out with Ed and some people in his garage. I was on That 70s Show.. You know, no biggie. Today, I don't know what I'm doing. Kelsey mentioned something about downtown or Carytown to get her ticket for Monday. Sounds good. Liz wanted to hang out, so um.. definitely. I sort of want to see HIM today, but I doubt that'll happen. I heard he has plans.. ..with her. =/ I would KILL for a tall Vanilla Bean from Starbucks right about now. <3SARAH 6 hid their existence. | objectify your morals.

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